Day 0

I started this blog to record my progress 

I have been slacking for a very long time  

I have been using all the worst words you could never imagine 

to label myself all these while 



I want to get rid of it 

and I want to get rid of it now 



It is suffocating

every day it is suffocating 

It doesn't get better

It is rotting inside

and it hurts 



I tried finding cure from the outside  

I thought I found cure 

and then I realised I didn't

it wasn't cure 

Worst part? 

The fact that I once thought it was cure 

rot me even deeper 



I can't drag it any longer 

I have to save myself before it's too late

I will start one day 

And today is the day